Hettie the Happy Heffer
Feb. 19th, 2004 09:01 pmFoggy's manager got back to me today, it's gonna cost 6k for King Carl to come to the work charity thingy, and we've only got £1500 put aside for celebs! Felt a bit cheesed off, but does mean I'll feel less upset about going to Notts!
Payday today, so fulfilled the standard aim of trying to spend the pay packet before the bills do! Bought a fab new top from Orphan Annie in the Oasis. Rachel Huntingdon, with her new Kitty Girl on. Plus did the standard Lush and Boots shop. Have tomorrow off in preparation for Camden (am going down to see Janine and David cos is fixing his ADSL and wireless networking, so we girlies planned the Camden trip as retribution. Only it doesn't work with alternative bois as they love shopping almost as much as us girlies!
Got home, fell asleep on bus again!!!!! Decided to dye hair (at present hair dye is sitting on coffee table downstairs), and will crimp it up tomorrow! Love having crimped hair, it makes it all big and bouncy!
Tried new top on, had high hopes cos the other Strange Ways top is so comphy and looks so good, but this one, aaaarrrrgggghhhhh. To put it bluntly, I look like an over-stuffed sausage! And I feel like ten-tonne Tessie, hence the subject header. I know its a small, but they usually fit me! And I so want it to fit, it's perfect for me, but too tight. So I've started to think seriously about losing weight again, and have done my salute to the sun x3, and 5 sit-ups this evening. Then because I was depressed, ate fried chicken and chips from the chippy next door, and an ice-cream Mars.
Am really annoyed cos I was doing so well, I've cut down all snacks at work, I walk pretty much everywhere, but I'm still piling on the pounds. Kinda wish I was on the sweetcorn diet again, when I was dumped by my ex, I became very depressed, and so couldn't/didn't eat. Except for sweetcorn, and the weight just fell off me, plus the fact that everytime I saw him I therw up (try that in a corset, not fun!), and I looked good. So last yr's resolution was to do 5 sit-ups a day to keep the figure that I had fallen in love with. This went to pot on New Yrs Day when I was having too much fun with to care about excersise, and now because I am blissfully happy the weight has piled back on!
I'm never gonna be hin, I accept that, but I don't want to feel like a whale. To coin a phrase, "why is all the bad stuff so tasty".
Aim for March (end of - Nightmare time) Get start of figure back, lose the "inch" currently covering ribs. No more choc after 8. No more fried food! START EATING BETTER! Does anyone know a good yoga class?
Sorry about the length of this, but am feeling a hell of a lot better now!
Payday today, so fulfilled the standard aim of trying to spend the pay packet before the bills do! Bought a fab new top from Orphan Annie in the Oasis. Rachel Huntingdon, with her new Kitty Girl on. Plus did the standard Lush and Boots shop. Have tomorrow off in preparation for Camden (am going down to see Janine and David cos
Got home, fell asleep on bus again!!!!! Decided to dye hair (at present hair dye is sitting on coffee table downstairs), and will crimp it up tomorrow! Love having crimped hair, it makes it all big and bouncy!
Tried new top on, had high hopes cos the other Strange Ways top is so comphy and looks so good, but this one, aaaarrrrgggghhhhh. To put it bluntly, I look like an over-stuffed sausage! And I feel like ten-tonne Tessie, hence the subject header. I know its a small, but they usually fit me! And I so want it to fit, it's perfect for me, but too tight. So I've started to think seriously about losing weight again, and have done my salute to the sun x3, and 5 sit-ups this evening. Then because I was depressed, ate fried chicken and chips from the chippy next door, and an ice-cream Mars.
Am really annoyed cos I was doing so well, I've cut down all snacks at work, I walk pretty much everywhere, but I'm still piling on the pounds. Kinda wish I was on the sweetcorn diet again, when I was dumped by my ex, I became very depressed, and so couldn't/didn't eat. Except for sweetcorn, and the weight just fell off me, plus the fact that everytime I saw him I therw up (try that in a corset, not fun!), and I looked good. So last yr's resolution was to do 5 sit-ups a day to keep the figure that I had fallen in love with. This went to pot on New Yrs Day when I was having too much fun with
I'm never gonna be hin, I accept that, but I don't want to feel like a whale. To coin a phrase, "why is all the bad stuff so tasty".
Aim for March (end of - Nightmare time) Get start of figure back, lose the "inch" currently covering ribs. No more choc after 8. No more fried food! START EATING BETTER! Does anyone know a good yoga class?
Sorry about the length of this, but am feeling a hell of a lot better now!
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Date: 2004-02-20 01:16 am (UTC)It bothers me lots that I was any part in that kind of feeling (if you are indeed refering to fuck head) I'm glad we're friends now(and we probably wouldn't be so close without our mutual loathing) but if I could take back any of the hurt I caused I would. *hugs*
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